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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-02 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm Jon." Jonathan said, short and simple, hoping that it was enough. It was, technically, a few words. He hated this part, he hated standing up in front of his peers and he hated public speaking. The fewer words, the better. He was stuck with the last gift his father had given him and until he had conquered it, he didn't want to highlighted.

Alas.

"Anything else, Jonathan. Where are you from? Any hobbies?" The teacher prompted and Jonathan balled his hands into a fist. He made eye contact with the teacher, irritated and somewhat defeated.

"I'm f-f-f--rom" He got stuck on the first part. Great. Fuck. He went red and hissed out the last part. "Georgia." Was that enough to let him sit down? There, he was a fool, it had been done.

"Welcome to G-G-G-Gotham, Jonny boy." Jack called out from the back, earning some laughs from his fellow classmate.

"Hey, settle down." Harvey prompted, as class president. He took his role very seriously. "He's not done."

Jonathan looked at the guy in bafflement. He wasn't?! He was pretty sure he was.
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Jonathan picked a place as far away from everyone as he could get and sat down, glaring straight ahead at the board. He just needed a stupid high school certificate. Just two more years and it was over.

He idly cast a glance towards Edward. It was... impressive, if not a little weird, that he knew enough to introduce him. Though nothing was excessively hard to read. He supposed his sleeping habits and dislike of the rain were hardly difficult to pull out. The reading was interesting though - how did he get that one?

The lesson began and the class was pretty rowdy, all things considered. There was constant noise, everyone was yelling and sharing in jokes. It was quite the tedious class. Jonathan wondering if it was at all possible to get his GED online.

It would save from the noise, the mockery and being deduced by a theatre kid.

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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-02 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Jonathan's apartment had a noxious smell to it. Like bleach and strong cleaning chemicals mixed with smoke and instant noodles. It was quite unpleasant. The lightbulb in the living room was broken so it was a dark place with sparse furniture and limited sunlight. Frankly, it was a dank hole but it wasn't like Jonathan minded. A few candles and a torch did wonders for him.

His only possessions were books, stacked around the house in various piles, but otherwise that was mostly it. He had one armchair that looked like it had seen better days and a questionable couch. All of it came with the apartment, of course. Waste not, want not.

Jonathan sat in the armchair, reading his book and frowning. There was this irritating noise in the background that didn't seem to want to go away and he tried to tune it out but it kept getting more persistent. He looked up and huffed. Oh. The doorbell. That was the sound.

Coming to the door, he opened it with the chain on and looked through the small gap at Holden. Fuck. He slammed the door in his face, undid the chair and reopened it. Leaving it open, Jonathan returned to his armchair and his book.
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"Wow. Thanks for opening." That was a lot better than last time. Holden closed the door behind himself, put the chain back and then walked inside to, as it turned out, stand near Jonathan. There wasn't really much else to sit in, because the couch was filled with books and he didn't want to move them, just in case it upset Jonathan.

Now he had to think about how to approach this. No room for loopholes, that was the rule when dealing with Jonathan. "Tell me about school." Not a question, just a straight-up demand. "I need to know for the report."
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"Ssssss-- okay." Jonathan stammered behind his book as he slipped the page to look at a particularly interesting diagram of the adrenaline system. He stared at it for a while and then looked at Holden, who was still looking expectant. Was he supposed to add more? "Idiots. Loud. T-T-Trash can."

That was his end of the day surprise, when some assholes tossed him and his bag into the garbage and high fived each other. Cliché. "Done?"
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"Right. I'm sure you haven't made any friends, but have you at least talked to someone? Just one person. That's a fair minimum to set, don't you think? One conversation with a person." He had been informed by Jonathan that he didn't want, need or desire friendship, but Holden wanted him to at least try and talk to people. It was healthier that way.
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"One. Edward." Jonathan gave Holden what he wanted as he set aside his book and looked at him. The sooner he did this, the sooner he had peace again. "He introduced me. He deduced me. He said goodbye to me. I sss--spoke to him."

There. That was his basic human interaction of the day done. He was sure Holden would be very proud. Edward was smart, loud and admittedly, very handsome.

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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-03 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Jonathan knew he should stop but he didn't really intend to go any further than watching. He liked to see Edward out and about, being so alive and so open. He was loud, daring, brash and intelligent. Every emotion was big and bold. It was addicting to watch. So what if he observed? If he thought about Edward? Maybe jacked off to him a few times.

He was handsome, charismatic and hell, he probably would love to be worshipped in whatever manner he could get.

It was just hard, when being confronted, to know where to put his energies. He didn't want to overly flatter Edward, it seemed dangerous for his ego, but he didn't want to deny it. Seemed like a pointless act that they both knew was a lie.

Exhaling smoke, he looked at Edward and then back to the window. "I like to watch." Jonathan forced out as he stared at the play, not as enthralled now Edward was gone. "It's so effortless for s-s-some."
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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-03 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Your p-pulse makes p-p-poisonous melodies and your b--lack throat is like the hole. Left by s-some torch or b---" He got stuck at the end of finishing the poem and defeat won out in the end as he halted there and shrugged. He had read Wilde, every poem and play, just as he read anything he had access to. He adored any kind of fiction, it was a beautiful escape from how tedious the world truly was.

He gestured vaguely at himself and then at Edward. "Effortless." He could speak clearly, without idiocy and without fumble. He could sound like that and command attention, to be worthy of praise and witness. And all Jonathan had was an embarrassing shambles.

Edward was so frustratingly effortless. He wanted to love him and hurt him at the same time. He inhaled sharply and flicked his cigarette aside. "For you, it's art. For me, it's exerc-cises."
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"He t-thrusts his f-fists against the p-p-p-p..." Jonathan trailed off in annoyance as he talked to himself, walking through the narrows and towards his home. He had been working, by some definition, just some dealing and inductions into how the drugs really flowed here. It was fascinating, if not a little tedious. He had a bit of cash now, extra besides his cheque, meaning he could start buying stuff for his own drugs. He needed chemicals and they didn't come cheap.

"He thrusts his f-fists against the p--p-po-post and s-s-s--" Jonathan huffed in annoyance, not caring that he was walking along and talking to himself. No one in the Narrows truly cared. Half the freaks here talked to themselves.

"He th-thrusts his fists against the--" Coming to pause, Jonathan noticed that glaringly obvious green colouring and frowned. That guy had a jacket like Ed... oh. That guy was Edward. He tried not to stare but he couldn't help it. "Against the post."
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"He s-s-sees the ghost." Jonathan finished as he took in the state of Edward. Family argument, one assumed. Not an unusual sight around here. Sometimes he wished his father had been that simple. That it had just been beatings. It was cruel in a way, yes, but there was a simplicity to it that made it less frustrating and confusing.

It was strange to once again envy Edward, even as he stood in the drizzling rain with a bruise face. It was quite the habit.

Jonathan put his hands into his pockets and then pulled out ten dollars, holding it up for Edward to see. "Hungry?"
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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-03 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"I need money." Jonathan elaborated as he started to walk ahead of Edward, assuming the other would soon catch him up. "F-Follow." He was going to eat some fried chicken but he didn't feel like stuttering over the two very difficult words in such a stupid way so he found it would be easier to just guide Edward along.

"He th-thrusts his fists against the p-p-- shit." Jonathan huffed in annoyance, still mumbling to himself. He was going to fucking master this shit, even if it killed him. Then Falcone's goons would at least have one last thing to laugh at. He wasn't allowed a better dealing area until he didn't sound like fucking Porky Pig. "He th-thrusts his f-f-f-"

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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-09 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Drugs are an expensive habit." Jon told Edward as he stayed leaning against the wall, just waiting around in case. The weather was awful, as always, and he was freezing but he had to do it. No one was really buying around here but it was a test. To see how long he was willing to stick it out. And given he had been here for a few hours, he felt he had proven himself. "I wouldn't recommend this one, it's cut."

And being cut was boring. Half the effects, none of the real buzz and an unpleasant aftertaste. He'd tried, he wasn't a fan. He had made better meth in his sleep.

"This stuff probably wouldn't work on you either. Not in a fun way." It would just treat his undiagnosed ADHD and make him sleepy. Probably not the evening Ed had in mind when he went off on the prowl.
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[personal profile] jonboy 2024-05-09 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"A few, yeah. They probably just opened. Not worth dealing at until midnight." Jonathan figured Edward had asked for a non-work reason but even so, Jon debated how worthwhile it was for him to move now. He went back and forth before shrugging and gesturing ahead of the alleyway. "This way."

His stutter may have improved but he still kept his responses curt and short. It was a habit he had developed - the less words, the better the sentence. And besides, if Edward was here and asking him, then he definitely wanted attention. He'd follow.

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