"Curing fear is idiotic. It's an evolutionary advantage. For s-survival. To keep you grounded." Jonathan loved that feeling of fear. He used to hate it but now he craved it and struggled to find it, he missed being ruled by his terror because now, it was all so empty and lacking. At least Edward was a good distraction. "That's why I'm s-so bored."

Nothing was exciting any more. No one made him afraid, no one got to him. He had lived with his father, who could compare? Idiot man, brilliant man. He had no idea. "But I can see it in others. Like you. And that's enough. A contact high."