Right, right, weird cult stuff. I'm never sure if I miss you or if normalcy is just so jarring by comparison that my mind is trying to make me feel as if I miss you.
You could come over, but I don't trust you. Where are you, still living in the same place?
You're dating ... Jon? Or wanting to. I dunno, not sure but the close to? That's a crush, right? Not love. That's sad. Oh no! Eddie, tell him how you feel!
Lights, flowers, a big musical display. Oh my God! We could plan it and
Okay, yeah, no, I heard myself. I'm already getting too involved.
Oooooooh God, you are so weak for that. You love to be special to people, for people, whatever. And he's just right there, giving it all to you. You saved him from a sad life and opened his eyes to a new world. You are his world. No wonder you're into him.
I would say movie but I don't know if I could sell it. Band movies are so hit and miss, I'd rather just go for a webcomic, get a devoted fanbase and then make an amazing netflix show.
Easy as that.
Look, Eddie, you know me. I love me. I really do. But what do I love more? LOVE.
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Right, right, weird cult stuff. I'm never sure if I miss you or if normalcy is just so jarring by comparison that my mind is trying to make me feel as if I miss you.
You could come over, but I don't trust you. Where are you, still living in the same place?
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Same, actually. I never get if I miss you or if I hate you so much, I'm confused and went full circle? It's very strange and...
Hey! What do you think I'd do that you can't trust me? I'M HURT.
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Like you'd let me come near if you were doing anything close to dating anyone.
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...
You're dating ... Jon? Or wanting to. I dunno, not sure but the close to? That's a crush, right? Not love. That's sad. Oh no! Eddie, tell him how you feel!
Lights, flowers, a big musical display. Oh my God! We could plan it and
Okay, yeah, no, I heard myself. I'm already getting too involved.
Point taken.
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I'm not doing anything with Jon. Yet. If you have to know, which you don't, but I always talk to you too much, so what the hell.
I'm just the filthy sinner that showed him how much fun it can be to go to hell.
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So you're now special to him, huh?
Oooooooh God, you are so weak for that. You love to be special to people, for people, whatever. And he's just right there, giving it all to you. You saved him from a sad life and opened his eyes to a new world. You are his world. No wonder you're into him.
You two would make an amazing webcomic
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Webcomic?
That's awfully small thinking, coming from you.
And look at you, sounding as if you don't want to be the centre of the universe.
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I would say movie but I don't know if I could sell it. Band movies are so hit and miss, I'd rather just go for a webcomic, get a devoted fanbase and then make an amazing netflix show.
Easy as that.
Look, Eddie, you know me. I love me. I really do. But what do I love more? LOVE.
I love love.
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Ah, right. Your love obsession.
Listen, I just met the man. He has a great dick, but I'm not about to propose.
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Boo, you whore.
Have you at least kissed him and seen where it goes? Don't be afraid of love.
Try a little tenderness.
Open your heart
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I've kissed his cheek. He's kissed me.
I'll see how it plays out. Don't need another bitter ex ruining my car.
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I only really wrecked your car cause you have too many. I've seen your insta.
Friend, it's 2020 and we only have one planet. You only need one car.
Also I'm not actually bitter. At all. Sorry to disappoint.
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Sure. Believable.
Anyway, not much difference on the bottom line how bitter either of us is when we keep acting bitter.
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Whatever. Just come and watch Grease 2 with me.
Promise we won't have sex.
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I'd rather lock my cock in a cage.
Anyway, I'm on my way, had to get dressed.
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So you'll be here in like what... five hours?
I'll take a nice long bath before you come.
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I AM ALREADY DRESSED.
What, are you deaf?
Get your ears checked. Now I need to decide on a car.
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Yeah but you usually have those outfit doubts, change on the way out or swap sunglasses. You swapped sunglasses, didn't you?
One planet, Eddie.
You only need one car.
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I had to swap, they had to go with my jacket.
What's it matter? I only drive one car at a time and they are all classics.
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Materialism only hurts your soul.
Put me on your stereo speakers while you drive, I'm gonna send you all my favourite song files so load 'em up and love me.
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My soul is a masochist, you should know that.
Done. One of the two.
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While you were driving, I recorded more songs for later.
I can totally show you my new awesome recording tech, you'll love it. I may not have ... anything else but I have the BEST recording tech ever.
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Uh-huh. See you in a minute. Hope you got food.