It did hurt, hearing him say that name. Being reminded of that name. Edward closed his eyes and tried to let the pain wash over him, while taking another drag. He let the smoke out slowly, finally just laughing, ending in what was more of a giggle. "Doesn't matter what I do, Jonny, you realise that yet? You won't just get over this. More than fear can haunt you. Maybe you'll learn now."

He turned to look at him, sitting up enough to lean back on his elbows, grinning. "The way you want me. That's not gonna stop."

He might be wrong about that. Honestly, he had no idea. But what he was sure of was that Jonathan worried over it. He could read him well enough for that. All he needed.