3rs: (and my sanity hangs by a thread)
Edward N(ashton)ygma ([personal profile] 3rs) wrote in [community profile] icebergloungers2021-01-27 03:29 pm
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alphapollo: (ain't you ready for the latest?)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
and why would you do this?

help me out and all?

it's one thing to do a deal together but this smacks of a favour... so what do you want in return?
alphapollo: (hey look ma)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
and what if I don't?

then you'd lose out
alphapollo: (in a golden cathedral)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, these days you and the coin tend to want the same thing so you probably have a lot of luck.

Were you always a lucky person? Just curious.
alphapollo: (ain't you ready for the latest?)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I always tried to make my own luck. I figured that was the only way to cheat a flawed system.

The coin belonged to my old man. He always cheated luck too.
alphapollo: (this is gospel)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know, I liked my old man. He just taught me a lot about trust. You can't just rely on people, you gotta rely on yourself making things better for you.

Sorry that your dad fucked you up so hard.

Seems like a common Gotham tale. Likely all the gangsters.
alphapollo: (think i must be dreaming)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I went to therapy once when I was younger, I kept having blackouts. They gave me some meds and I never went back. Didn't really stick out the meds either, I found other ways. Exercise worked for me the most, just run until all the thoughts go away, shit like that.

I would say that I don't think I need it but there's fucking two of me so I can't deny it.

It ain't normal, right? To take a jar of acid to the face and suddenly, there's another guy in here with me. And I can't shut him up, I tried.
alphapollo: (boo-hoo)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. Didn't think my childhood was that eventful. I dunno, sounds like therapist BS to me.

All these guys think you're into your mom and have daddy issues.

What's wrong with you? I never got that.
alphapollo: (get up and leave)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Well you ain't two people, a clown or a grown man dressed as a bat so you're managing better than a lot of Gotham.

I don't think I'll ever want a therapist.

I think I just want it all to go away like that. Unrealistic, I know. Still, it'd be cool to snap my fingers and undo it all.
alphapollo: (i made it)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I take it that my face bothers you?

I figured. It does everyone. I don't blame them.
alphapollo: (in a golden cathedral)

[personal profile] alphapollo 2021-01-30 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Funny.

Once I off Falcone, I'll flip for it.

How's that?