"Oh, you have to keep going. At first you're anxious then you're paranoid and scared and then finally, finally, you hit the peak. The peak is-- is terror. Terror like you didn't know. Your heart will beat and your body will enter a state of panic. Then the adrenaline hits. It's a good high, you just got to suffer for it. I think all men should suffer for their pleasures. It builds character." Jonathan explained excitedly as he watched people. Some were riding the high and enjoying that adrenaline, some were noticeably unhappy and some were getting aggressive.
"I love it." Jonathan admitted and then he raised his hand to take his own pulse, feeling his heartrate picking up speed. Oooh, yes, he was getting close now. Close to the peak. "After a while, you build immunity. Then it's just excitable unease until you peak. Like me." He smiled at Edward and winked. "I'm close."
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"I love it." Jonathan admitted and then he raised his hand to take his own pulse, feeling his heartrate picking up speed. Oooh, yes, he was getting close now. Close to the peak. "After a while, you build immunity. Then it's just excitable unease until you peak. Like me." He smiled at Edward and winked. "I'm close."