"Wish that I was as simple as that. Plenty of jocks around and none of them have ever done it for me. It's not that." Sometimes, maybe. The gentle manner, the knight in shining armour, the sweet boy with the football jacket. There was a draw, of course there was, to that kind of All American ideal. Still. "He's never really had that much of an effect on me until I saw him get angry. How's that look for me, Jon? Keep the diagnosis to yourself."

Red flags, he was simply drawn to them. "He dissociates. And he thinks all he has are anger issues."